who i need is somebody that will eat up all my free time,my ego,my attention.somebody addicted to me
I'm tired of gluing my fingers in the crossed position.
I'm going to enjoy getting to know all possibilities.
Knowing things will turn out shitty, that i have to look past expectations and know things may, might, probably wont work out like i would like to think.
It never does.
I've turned into the kind of life that radiates from a charles bukowski poem.
its not perfect
but you want it anyway
because at least its interesting
at least there is action & emotion & variation.