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[10000milesaway]

Okay I have to admit, today
was the best possible day
that Rachel could have called
me up and told me she was
hanging out with Chuck. NOT.
All he's doing is being a big
jerk. And I can't believe Jimmy
couldn't come over today. He's
never around when I need him.
And don't even make me get into
this thing with Jake. I lost my
best friend of two years, and now
I'm dating someone who's a really
nice guy, but I almost never see
him and today he canceled at the
last minute and tomorrow he's
going to the mall with two of our
friends and I won't see him at all
for like forever. Great. And don't
even make me get into this thing
with Jake. Ask me, seriously. I'll
rip your intestines out and use them
to vacuum my pool. Okay that made no
sense. But I don't fuckin' care. I
hate this. Why can't I just die some
spontaneous, creative death and get
it all over with? Or why can't I be
a lesbian or anti-sexual or a nun
or a vegetable or something? Bloody
hell. Oh oh and here's the best part.
My parents COULD CARE LESS. I'm
tearing apart and they're like, "Stop.
We're eating." Eat my fist. Bitch.