i can breathe for the first time
Delight yourself in the LORD
and he will give you the desires of your heart.
psalm 37:4
...has been my inspiration for the week.
I have had some serious thoughts lately.. as followers of Christ we should love the Lord will all - body, mind and soul. So i have rationalized that yeah of course i love the Lord with all my body..my strength my physical self..and yes i love the Lord with my mind..but my soul..??..that had me dead in my tracks. do i really love God with all of my SOUL? when i have a simple crush on a guy..i can feel it. my heart pounds faster, i get butterflies, excited...i feel it in my soul. but can i honestly say i have the same reaction when im about to worship, or kneel and pray?? ...no....I can just think about my crush and ill blush...i think about God and of course my body and mind delight in Him, but what about my soul.. i dont know. it got me kind of down. i wonder if im the only one feeling like this..
on a lighter note, i once again am doing what i do best-procrastinating! :)
my previous entry revealed some about the sticky situation i have been struggling with. well its gone. i wrote a letter that I feel clarified things, atleast for me anyway.
relative from europe are coming three days before my bday! yay!!
i went to the new movies last night. lol i saw matt webb #2's face for the first time in like 4 weeks..wow i havent realized how long its been. anyway the theatre is really nice im excited because its like 30 seconds away from me!!!
thats all.
and he will give you the desires of your heart.
psalm 37:4
...has been my inspiration for the week.
I have had some serious thoughts lately.. as followers of Christ we should love the Lord will all - body, mind and soul. So i have rationalized that yeah of course i love the Lord with all my body..my strength my physical self..and yes i love the Lord with my mind..but my soul..??..that had me dead in my tracks. do i really love God with all of my SOUL? when i have a simple crush on a guy..i can feel it. my heart pounds faster, i get butterflies, excited...i feel it in my soul. but can i honestly say i have the same reaction when im about to worship, or kneel and pray?? ...no....I can just think about my crush and ill blush...i think about God and of course my body and mind delight in Him, but what about my soul.. i dont know. it got me kind of down. i wonder if im the only one feeling like this..
on a lighter note, i once again am doing what i do best-procrastinating! :)
my previous entry revealed some about the sticky situation i have been struggling with. well its gone. i wrote a letter that I feel clarified things, atleast for me anyway.
relative from europe are coming three days before my bday! yay!!
i went to the new movies last night. lol i saw matt webb #2's face for the first time in like 4 weeks..wow i havent realized how long its been. anyway the theatre is really nice im excited because its like 30 seconds away from me!!!
thats all.