:)
i love how sunshine burns if you get too much, and how dancing in the rain can be so amazing. good things cant always be good, and bad things cant always be bad.
today is actually a really good day. didnt think it would be. didnt get a lot of sleep. i feel bad i went to church for a total of 10 min then ditched out. oh well. gotta be free and spontaneous every now and then.
bri is at cheer camp. i miss her. text messages can only do so much..
so im thinking today is sunday. well im knowing that too..but ya sunday has the word sun in it. and sun..shine is supposed to be a happy symbol...and im going no where with this.
i have Maria Mena's CD. i was like UHBsessed with it when it first came out. then i realized it was kind of depressing ish and all...but im diggin it again.
i think i want something new, i dunno shake things up a bit. i dont know if im thinking like a hair change or a location change or a friend change not sure...just some changes. need to spice things up a bit...SPEAKING of spice...heck ya last night holly matt justin and i busted out the spice girls and tried to embrace its horribleness.
And I wanna believe you,
When you tell me that it'll be ok,
Ya I try to believe you,
But I don't
When you say that it's gonna be,
It always turns out to be a different way,
I try to believe you,
Not today, today, today, today, today...
I don't know how I'll feel,
tomorrow, tomorrow,
I don't know what to say,
tomorrow, tomorrow
Is a different day
It's always been up to you,
It's turning around,
It's up to me,
I'm gonna do what I have to do,
just don't
Gimme a little time,
Leave me alone a little while,
Maybe it's not too late,
not today, today, today, today, today...
I don't know how I'll feel,
tomorrow, tomorrow,
I don't know what to say,
tomorrow, tomorrow
Is a different day
and I know I'm not ready,
maybe tomorrow
And I wanna believe you,
When you tell me that it'll be ok,
Yeah I try to believe you,
Not today, today, today, today, today...
Tomorrow it may change
today is actually a really good day. didnt think it would be. didnt get a lot of sleep. i feel bad i went to church for a total of 10 min then ditched out. oh well. gotta be free and spontaneous every now and then.
bri is at cheer camp. i miss her. text messages can only do so much..
so im thinking today is sunday. well im knowing that too..but ya sunday has the word sun in it. and sun..shine is supposed to be a happy symbol...and im going no where with this.
i have Maria Mena's CD. i was like UHBsessed with it when it first came out. then i realized it was kind of depressing ish and all...but im diggin it again.
i think i want something new, i dunno shake things up a bit. i dont know if im thinking like a hair change or a location change or a friend change not sure...just some changes. need to spice things up a bit...SPEAKING of spice...heck ya last night holly matt justin and i busted out the spice girls and tried to embrace its horribleness.
And I wanna believe you,
When you tell me that it'll be ok,
Ya I try to believe you,
But I don't
When you say that it's gonna be,
It always turns out to be a different way,
I try to believe you,
Not today, today, today, today, today...
I don't know how I'll feel,
tomorrow, tomorrow,
I don't know what to say,
tomorrow, tomorrow
Is a different day
It's always been up to you,
It's turning around,
It's up to me,
I'm gonna do what I have to do,
just don't
Gimme a little time,
Leave me alone a little while,
Maybe it's not too late,
not today, today, today, today, today...
I don't know how I'll feel,
tomorrow, tomorrow,
I don't know what to say,
tomorrow, tomorrow
Is a different day
and I know I'm not ready,
maybe tomorrow
And I wanna believe you,
When you tell me that it'll be ok,
Yeah I try to believe you,
Not today, today, today, today, today...
Tomorrow it may change