Dec 30, 2005 09:10
first off, its been too long since ive written in here.
secondly, i have many new fun pictures, but i honestly am too dang lazy to care about dealing with photobucket and loading processes and whatever for the mere satisfaction of myself and possibly 5 people.
thirdly, little jeff left yesterday which was terribly sad, i saw jamie simko TIWCE in one day, robb wont stop pretending he will tell everyone (haha), and megan took out her extentions.
which brings me to hair. i think i shall be an adventurist and color my hair today. mind you, only a level one (so it washes out in like 10 washings).
and a farewell to be to 2005.
as i lay here reflecting on the year that has passed, this time last year seems like last month. i finished my first year or college this year, and began my second. there was one ridiculous major relationship in the earlier part of the year that ended, thank God. My sister got married, and is now pregnant. We took an unforseen trip to RO, which was awesome.
I made some amazing new friends, some seen and literally unseen.
I think that i have truly become more comfortable with myself and my surroundings and have accepted and embraced change with arms outstreched.
I made vast improvements on my yearly resolution.
I am preparing to move out for the next 4 months which im sure will result in a lot more growing up and change as well.
In some areas i feel that i have regressed, but it fealt necessary at the time. Some things are just meant to be experienced, and if they passed you by the first time around, then im not gonna say no the second time.
i am very thankful for key people in my life right now...people like brianna, meg, holly, tara, and robb that just make time fly with oversized smiles and lots of love and laughter. i shall even add jamie simko to that list because aside from being a five star encourager, he makes me laugh hard as heck and i know he has a stable shoulder.
i thank God for everything that he has blessed my family, myself, and all of those near and dear with this year. i realized that i have never really exdperienced a death that was very close to home, and how fortunate i am for that. or rather unfortunate perhaps, because with death there is always something gained. some renewal. whether physically or mentally.
i have more to say, yet the parental units insist on bartering early on today.
much love.