x0. Meaniebutt Strikes Again
now i am SERIOUSLY convinced that jonathan is an ass...and a really big one too...but i suppose its my mistake since i slipped up and said that i had a date for prom...God, stupid, stupid, STUPID!
i just got off the phone with him and he mentioned something about me going with a date and of course he was being childish saying "well i'm going to go with a date, so, see how you like that!" personally, i dont really mind, cuz i know in the end he's still going to be with me...i actually trust, yeah i said trust, him..but apparently the feelings arent mutual...and for no reason..i've never done anything to make him doubt my loyalty and faithfulness to him...he just happens to take everything the wrong way...so i'm not fucking sorry for taking a date to prom...its my senior prom and he wasnt about to skip his grad night to go prom with me...and he had the *nerve* to tell me "well if you loved me then you would have come see me" well no frickin duh i wanted to see him, so bad i wanted to see that lil bitch but it was obviously not going to happen...i was at disney, he was at universal and they werent going to allow anyone else in that didnt come on a bus for the grad night so wtf does he expect...if i could work miracles, trust, i would have been there in a heart beat, but i cant..and he fails to realize that...
omg i'm going to kill him...but what really pissed me off is the way that he hung up..he said "i'ma call you back" i said "why" and he answers, check this, "cuz i feel like calling you back" just my opinion but i dont think having a date is that big of a deal...he couldnt make it so i improvised..but no, once again i am the bad person and now have to make it up..well fuck him...FUCK HIM..god i wanna cry
i just got off the phone with him and he mentioned something about me going with a date and of course he was being childish saying "well i'm going to go with a date, so, see how you like that!" personally, i dont really mind, cuz i know in the end he's still going to be with me...i actually trust, yeah i said trust, him..but apparently the feelings arent mutual...and for no reason..i've never done anything to make him doubt my loyalty and faithfulness to him...he just happens to take everything the wrong way...so i'm not fucking sorry for taking a date to prom...its my senior prom and he wasnt about to skip his grad night to go prom with me...and he had the *nerve* to tell me "well if you loved me then you would have come see me" well no frickin duh i wanted to see him, so bad i wanted to see that lil bitch but it was obviously not going to happen...i was at disney, he was at universal and they werent going to allow anyone else in that didnt come on a bus for the grad night so wtf does he expect...if i could work miracles, trust, i would have been there in a heart beat, but i cant..and he fails to realize that...
omg i'm going to kill him...but what really pissed me off is the way that he hung up..he said "i'ma call you back" i said "why" and he answers, check this, "cuz i feel like calling you back" just my opinion but i dont think having a date is that big of a deal...he couldnt make it so i improvised..but no, once again i am the bad person and now have to make it up..well fuck him...FUCK HIM..god i wanna cry