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Last night was finally the end of a kinda shitty year and a definitely shitty realtionship.
It was the worst New Years I've ever had, but I'm kind of relieved now.
It's really over this time, I can't ever let myself go back again. EVER.
We've only hurt each other in every way we could over and over for the past year, and I don't know how I let it go on that long.
I'm hoping 2009 will be good, I think it will be.
I will go to take my GED pre-test tomorrow finally, no excuses.
And I'm going to actually start looking for a job again.
I'll save up all the money I can, and then in April me and Brittany already have an apartment set up. I'm excited for that, because I really like her fiends already and I love her.
And being single for a while will be good for me I think.
I can't wait to start to really focus on getting my life going and having all the fun I want without anyone trying to control me.
I do hope he actually learns what he should from all this, but he probably won't.
Whatever, I have a good feeling about this year and I'm not going to let anyone get in my way.
It was the worst New Years I've ever had, but I'm kind of relieved now.
It's really over this time, I can't ever let myself go back again. EVER.
We've only hurt each other in every way we could over and over for the past year, and I don't know how I let it go on that long.
I'm hoping 2009 will be good, I think it will be.
I will go to take my GED pre-test tomorrow finally, no excuses.
And I'm going to actually start looking for a job again.
I'll save up all the money I can, and then in April me and Brittany already have an apartment set up. I'm excited for that, because I really like her fiends already and I love her.
And being single for a while will be good for me I think.
I can't wait to start to really focus on getting my life going and having all the fun I want without anyone trying to control me.
I do hope he actually learns what he should from all this, but he probably won't.
Whatever, I have a good feeling about this year and I'm not going to let anyone get in my way.