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Apr 30, 2005 16:10

To my Dearest Ashley M. Byington

I'm truly sorry.I should have told you what I said. The only reason why I didn't tell you is because everyone said they weren't going to tell. Trust me if it wasn't the "Cone of Silence" I would have been the first to tell you. I would have told you the second I saw you, actually I would have told you that morning I saw you but I didn't.

I admit that all I said about you was the following:

iIhate how you act around your friends. I feel like I mean nothing to you.

I hate how you always 'depend' on us to get you a bus seat.

I hate how ur moving. YES I did lie to you. I DID say I would be happy that you are but I never ment it. I was going along with the rest of them.

I hate how I just lied to my best friend. I REALLY hope you forgive me because if you don't, I'll never be the same. I love you more then you can think. I would cry so hard if you never forgave me. I would be broken into a million peices. I couldnt live life without you. I cant live life without you and I won't. I'm not allowing myself to live without you. I think that maybe you,me and sarah should all get together and have a talk about wut we have said bout u me or her. Like I said before I will NOT live life without you! I'm always there for you not matter what. I didn't mean what I said about you moving, but I still do feel like a peice of crap when yout with your friends. i feel like i dont fit in.

I hope you can forgive me! I love you with all my heart

Sincerly yours and FOREVER yours
Chelsey E. Miller
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