theres vultures and theives at your back
You spent all your time waiting
for that second chance
for the break that would make it okay
there's always some reason
to feel not good enough
and it's hard at the end of the day
I need some distraction
Oh a beautiful realase
Memories seep from my veins
They may be empty
But i'll find some peace tonite
In the arms of an angel
Far away from here
I forgive her for not being any kind of a mom
for the past thee years
I forgive her for every promise she has broken
Except this one,
This one promise
She promied me she would always be there,
no matter what,
She would always be alive to confort me
And now I need her
But shes not around
I lost all faith in her,
But still, I believed her when it came to this.
I really did believe her.
And now all the believe in the world,
couldnt return her
I remember sitting there,
looking at her laying there
she didnt even like wearing pink.
and she was so beautiful, still.
she was not herself,
but it was different, a different beauty.
I was hopeful, for her to sit right up,
and give me a huge hug,
to make up for the hugs I would not give her
and be like haha, I fooled you didnt I
I fooled you once again becca
Becuase I promised, I'd never do this to you.
I feel like such crap,
But I Have to get ready and go out,
because just as people never understood
they still will never understand.
If I could just have one day with my family,
mabye we could of made everything right.
Cause i've been through hell with my family.
and whats left of it,
Is great, But I am so scared.
Somebody eles will leave me,
Leave me all alone.
I want so badly to forgive her