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ok well my journal is no longer friends only.. except for the few entries that were public before i made my journal friends only and was just too lazy to change back.. oh well everybody read them already anwayz...
ok well i'm soo confused about italy idk if i wanna go or not i really really wanna go next year im not really good friends w/ the people who are going this year and my dad just told me i cant go 2 years in a row and i hihgly doubt ill have enough money to go next year along with this year and idk this should be like something im excited about and something i wanna do whole-heartidly, not something that im like questioning but then again theres always the possiblity that pass. wont take the trip next year or he wont go to the 3 countries and he just got married so what if his wife has like a baby around that time and he can't go on the trip or what if he goes to spain next year? idk if i wanna go sr year.. ehh i'm soo confused. PEOPLE HELP ME OUT HERE. and if kc isnt going next year than that means alaina isnt going next year b/c her mom only wants her to go to kc so if i drop out this year and theyre not going next year than im gonna be in the same predicament and aherlkejalkejrlkaejfla. and i'm really scared about flying over the ocean :( lol. im a loser.
ok well i'm soo confused about italy idk if i wanna go or not i really really wanna go next year im not really good friends w/ the people who are going this year and my dad just told me i cant go 2 years in a row and i hihgly doubt ill have enough money to go next year along with this year and idk this should be like something im excited about and something i wanna do whole-heartidly, not something that im like questioning but then again theres always the possiblity that pass. wont take the trip next year or he wont go to the 3 countries and he just got married so what if his wife has like a baby around that time and he can't go on the trip or what if he goes to spain next year? idk if i wanna go sr year.. ehh i'm soo confused. PEOPLE HELP ME OUT HERE. and if kc isnt going next year than that means alaina isnt going next year b/c her mom only wants her to go to kc so if i drop out this year and theyre not going next year than im gonna be in the same predicament and aherlkejalkejrlkaejfla. and i'm really scared about flying over the ocean :( lol. im a loser.