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Ok, I am definitly a loser this weekend.
1. I couldn't go to Kevin's show.
2. I can't go watch Kirsten's play.
3. I Didn't go to 180. Again.
4. Oh, Yeah. And I'm grounded. (But what else is new? I'm always grounded. I have an "Attitude Problem.")
Anyways.
Did I mention I'm going out with Max? Ok, Middle Scool relationships are stupid. Times 40 million + 12. Its not like we'll even remember eachother in 20 years.. the time when things will really matter. Why not concentrate on the important things? Like getting a decent education, to make something really great out of myself? At first.. I thought I was the luckeist girl ever. To be the girlfriend of this really amazing guy. But its middle school. These 'flings' are nothing.. Right? This crazy kid thinks we're going to end up getting married or something. He's taking it all REALLY seriously... and it's very intimidating.
We were such good friends. Talking on the phone. I told him my problems... he told me his. Everything seemed so perfect. But I can't help thinking..
Was this meant to be? I don't want to ruin our friendship.
((..And I definitly don't want to marry him..))
Down came the rain.
1. I couldn't go to Kevin's show.
2. I can't go watch Kirsten's play.
3. I Didn't go to 180. Again.
4. Oh, Yeah. And I'm grounded. (But what else is new? I'm always grounded. I have an "Attitude Problem.")
Anyways.
Did I mention I'm going out with Max? Ok, Middle Scool relationships are stupid. Times 40 million + 12. Its not like we'll even remember eachother in 20 years.. the time when things will really matter. Why not concentrate on the important things? Like getting a decent education, to make something really great out of myself? At first.. I thought I was the luckeist girl ever. To be the girlfriend of this really amazing guy. But its middle school. These 'flings' are nothing.. Right? This crazy kid thinks we're going to end up getting married or something. He's taking it all REALLY seriously... and it's very intimidating.
We were such good friends. Talking on the phone. I told him my problems... he told me his. Everything seemed so perfect. But I can't help thinking..
Was this meant to be? I don't want to ruin our friendship.
((..And I definitly don't want to marry him..))
Down came the rain.