I Hate Maine.
Well, I'm bored. I spent study hall learning how to play Craps when I should've been doing my works Cited for class tomorrow, I'll probably work on that later... probably. Today I woke up at 9:30, did nothing, hugn out outside, etc. I had an intense desire to drive home, but I managed to calm down. I am leaving around 10:30 wednesday morning to head home till Monday, because I feel like it. I've been thinking more and more about this year, mostly cause of my friend Josh. He came here in hopes that he'd get into a better school than he would have fresh out of high school. Instead, he got into the same places he would've last year, and he's probably going to be spending a semester at home commuting to UMass Lowell because of it, so basically he wasted a year in this hell hole. I realized after he brought this to my attention, that it is the same case for me. I'm going to Amherst like I would've last year, but instead I spent a year in a very depressing hell-hole that cost me more than half of what college is going to in total. This has been really dragging down my desire to try here. I don't want to do it anymore, and the next 3 weeks are going to be the most difficult I've ever faced in my life I believe, because I don't think I've cared less about anything in my life... ever.
I spent last weekend at home, as usual. Did the usual Easton junk. I drove back up here though, and a cop pulled me over for 32 in a 25. He gave me a verbal warning and sent me on my way. Thank you, officer, for wasting 10 minutes of my life. I'm so tired of this state, this school, the people here, and I can't take much more of it. There's not many people I'll talk to after this year, and thats just too damn bad. I think this year was more of a waste than it would've been if I had spent a year working and applied to school this year. Fuck Bridgton Academy, it stands for nothing...
I think I'm going to go borrow a movie and not do my homework.
I spent last weekend at home, as usual. Did the usual Easton junk. I drove back up here though, and a cop pulled me over for 32 in a 25. He gave me a verbal warning and sent me on my way. Thank you, officer, for wasting 10 minutes of my life. I'm so tired of this state, this school, the people here, and I can't take much more of it. There's not many people I'll talk to after this year, and thats just too damn bad. I think this year was more of a waste than it would've been if I had spent a year working and applied to school this year. Fuck Bridgton Academy, it stands for nothing...
I think I'm going to go borrow a movie and not do my homework.