I feel like this should begin with “here I go”. I’m giving a full-on, honest statement to the press upon late events. There's so much more, but this won't happen too often. At least not on Livejournal.
As for needing people, I totally know where you are coming from. Part of what drove me particularly insane last year was the need for everything to stay the same, which was wishful thinking because it wasn't the same. There was too much stress, my friends had already graduated, and the only person that I really talked to was Eman... but then I wasn't allowed to need him anymore. I know it pissed you off that I spent so much time with Ms. B (Mrs. P... whatever), but she understood
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Thank you so very much. That's the best thing anyone has said. I love you more than I ever have. That's a lot, too. Just so you were wondering. Even though I go through weird phases. So, thanks.
hey, I'm here for you... call, text, whatever... no matter what time... got it?... even during school... I can get to my phone by 1530 most days... I don't want to push you, but I want you to feel like you can tell me things... and if I've done anything to upset you I am truly sorry... I'm praying for you and Steven, and I know things will work out...
Thank you, Faith. You're always good to me. I love you. haha. I sound so cheesy, but I mean it. When I get some time after auditions, etc we MUST do things. Seriously.
hey... i know we dont talk much and stuff... but i do read your live journal when it is available to me... you are still on my friends list... i know the way you feel with Magz... she has changed a lot over the last few years... i hardly even recognize her anymore...
well i am praying for you and i hope things can get better. i am sure everything will work out in the end... it always seems to go that way. anyway... i just thought i would let you know people care...even those whom you think wouldnt.
im sorry for evrything. i have loved you sence the day i met you and ill never stop loving you. ill fallow you to the ends of the earth if you want me to. im here for you when ever you need me. but your need for me has droped so all i can do is try.
I bet you feel like everyone and everything is suddenly changing and you can't stop it and you desperately wish that things could go back to the way they were. And if you are, I'm here to tell you that you're not alone! It just feels like everyone's in this huge transitionatory period right now and we've just got to wait it out. And I hope you don't mind if I add you to my friends list.
Yea you pretty much hit the mark. I suppose it's not too uncommon, although it does make me feel severely unhinged at times. And sure, you can add me. I'll go right ahead and add you back as well. <3
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I don't want to push you, but I want you to feel like you can tell me things... and if I've done anything to upset you I am truly sorry... I'm praying for you and Steven, and I know things will work out...
-Faith
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PS. How is the Odysey (sp?) going?
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i know we dont talk much and stuff...
but i do read your live journal when it is available to me... you are still on my friends list...
i know the way you feel with Magz... she has changed a lot over the last few years... i hardly even recognize her anymore...
well i am praying for you and i hope things can get better.
i am sure everything will work out in the end... it always seems to go that way.
anyway... i just thought i would let you know people care...even those whom you think wouldnt.
Br~~
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but your need for me has droped so all i can do is try.
I love you with all my heart.
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♥ Vanessa
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