I feel like rocking and crying

Jan 17, 2006 19:01

::sigh:: I feel like scheisse. Seriously.

Physically
My head hurts
My back hurts
I'm tired
My stomach is being weird
My mouth hurts

Mentally
I'm annoyed in general
The wind scares me
I'm uber stressed by
-friends
-college
-parents
-auditions
-exams starting tomorrow
I feel crazy
People say stupid things
I don't have a favorite person right now

This sucks. I need a freaking vacation. But, I don't get one. Because my life is hectic hectic and I'm crazy crazy.

AND WILL IT NEVER FREAKING SNOW??? YEEEESH.

I have to go to dance. I don't even really want to go to dance. I've lost my tap shoes and am certain that it is for good. Dad will kill me. I suck at tap anyway. I'm doomed to fail due to that minor detail. Broadway stars NEED to be able to tap. I will probably be doing community theater forever. If even that.

I need to get new glasses.

I am skipping swim team tomorrow and since I don't have a first period exam, I will go have breaky with Steven and then study my PreCal, which I will inevitably fail ANYWAY.

I am such a downer.

Maybe it's PMS.

Oh. And I'm currently annoyed at bands that sing about being out of their minds when they have no idea what the eff they are talking about. They should be spit upon. They have lots of money and fans and love and mental stability ish. and I can't spell.

Crap. I have to do a presentation on Thursday. I am going to fail everything. I suck.

ON that note. Ta.

~*M*~
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