so cool yet so uncool
my party was a flop. out of the 20 people i invited, 4 came. i guess i know who my real friends are. the 5 of us had lots of fun. got to see my gay bestest friend Broc. he's so cute and so like perfect. sucks that he's gay. but even if he was straight, i think i'd have a hard time dating him. i'm so in love anyways. god do i love joe. he made everything ok when i was upset about my party. well, like he says, people are shit and those who aren't, are the world. thank god for the best guy in the world.
i was happy about seeing karina at my party. that girl is my bestest friend. i don't see her much with her 2 jobs, boyfriend, and college. ever since she graduated, finding her and having time together has been difficult. we don't see each other much and she is like the bestest friend i've had in highschool yet. it sucks she graduated. but she is doing well in life, making a living, getting smart, and being in love. i'm happy for her. if there has ever been anybody in the world who i could say i truly see as a rolemodel, it is her. she has made her life the way she wants it and is so independent. i wanna be just like her after highschool. but even though time is difficult for us, being together is so much fun. we are just 2 very fun people and together, we have one great time.
i've been working a lot lot lately. usually 3 nights a week, 2 of with are 3-7 and the other is 5-11. i need the money but work sucks. i love my days off.
my dad and step mom get home from vacation tomorrow. they went to the rocky mountains and other places for their anniversary. i miss them but i hope they had fun. work and kids is stressful. they needed time away. i know they miss us still.
monday, karina and me went to the mall. i bought joe some shoes and some other fun stuff for me. karina bought he brother a pink shirt. she bought me and herself some gloria jeans. yum yum. i drove so she bought that. the ride up there was pretty simple but we got confused on the way home and i had to take the interstate. that was first interstate experience in the beast (my car). then karina got me lost. we had to exit and go back. but oh well. we had a blast and i loved it. it was nice to have just a day with her again. it was like old times. tons of fun. yay!
tonight i work 5-11 so i better go nap. i will post asap. hope you all miss me.
p.s. today was picture day and if you want a picture of me, let me know. i'll get you one when they come in.