Aug 16, 2005 16:59
hmm so im updating. thats a start..
oim eating chicken rice... its not the same without steph.:(
i dont think shes 100% happy.. well i know she isnt. and i wish she was. thas what she deserves and more.
i misss stephy:(
i feel like i miss everyone...
today was ok.. while i was playing netball... running my heart out, running free and doing what makes me happy. it just didnt last long enough... nothing good ever does..
is funny coz people say when u want something so bad you can have it .. tHATS CRAP! coz i dont have it yet....i dont have HIM yet...
im going through a really hard time at the moment. i start medication tomorow. i hve to deal with a court case. im 16 and just trying to get through school and VCE.
its hardddddddddddddd!!
its stupidddddddd!!
its unfair!!!!
and.. it hurts...
oh man another entry just to complain. im leaving now. sorry.
<3 Em xoxo