I swear i'd rip my heart out if you said you'd be impressed

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Today was another crappy day. i woke up around 9:30.. took a shower got dressed and pretty and waited around for 11 .. then it came.. and i waited some more.. then i gave up on waiting around 12:30.. so i went to my room and looked at pictures and that made me feel even worse than i already did. so i cried my self to sleep. i woke up again around 4ish and asked my mom if i could have the keys and go drive around to "clear my mind" and "think to my self" and she gave me the keys to the new car. so i was like mkay. she gave in easy. then around 5ish matt and jake came over and watched Brave New Girl with me on ABC Family. They wouldn't let me watch it tho. Matt put on my pants.. eww. then they left around 6 so i went to sleep for a little while. lindsey and sammi showed up and so i had to put on shoes had no time to wipe of runny eye make-up so i looked like shit. i saw jayme. i was happy. update on the piano song. its really kinda cool.. yea something i've done that i actually like. Well anyways we took lindsey home around 9ish then went to meet up with billy then my mom called and said i had to come home. so here i am. 10:36. talking to Mike Rogers (bass for f.f.s.). he always knows what to say. hes the smartest person ever. and he taught me how to surf. hes pretty mucha big brother to me.
LionOpunk: i love you
LionOpunk: your beautiful
LionOpunk: Hebrews 10:35-36 - So do not throw away your confidence; it will be richly rewarded. You ned to persevere so that when you have done the will of God, you will recieve what He has promised

i miss sumter. wwww.purevolume.com/fireflysummer. my buddies are the best! i love them. i miss everyone in sumter so much it hurts.

anyways.. night

"I swear i'd rip my heart out if you said you'd be impressed....."

"i'm here for u to use broken and bruised do you understand..."
i love it when u find lyrics that fit how u feel.