sad day.

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AH man.. lets see. today sucked. it was hayleys birthday. so she was a bossy little brat ALL day. Then i had to go to the New Student thingy at school. New student my ass.. everyone knew everyone and were like "awe i've missed you!" "yaddie yaddie blah blah blah" so ofcourse i felt really bad and home sick. I really really miss Sumter High and all my friends. I have NEVER felt so alone.. or empty in my life.. I hate it so much here. I hate it. I found a song today by Avril Lavigne Called Nobody's Home its like she met me and wrote me a song. It's awesome! Awe.. Matt was soo sweet to me today. I was crying and he called me. He makes me smile. He rapped for me how cool is that. Then he TRYED to make my L.J cool. Yea he messed it up. And I fixed it! With his help tho. Now hes at the recording studio or something so.. yea i'm out. Here's the lyrics

I couldn't tell you
Why she felt that way
She felt it everyday
I couldn't help her
I just watch her make
The same mistakes again
What's wrong, what's wrong now
Too many, too many problems
Don't know where she belongs
Where she belongs
(Chorus)
She wants to go home but nobody's home
That's where she lies broken inside
No place to go, no place to go
To dry her eyes broken inside
Open your eyes (open your eyes)
And look outside
Find the reason why (why)
You've been rejected (you've been rejected)
And now you can't find
What you left behind
Be strong, be strong now
Too many too many problems
Don't know where she belongs, where she belongs
Her feeling she hides
Her dream she can't find
She's losing her mind
She's fallen behind
She can't find her place
She's losing her faith
She's fallen from grace
She's all over the place
(Repeat Chorus)
She's lost inside, lost inside
She's lost inside, lost inside