I hate things like these.
Something weird just happend.
I was gone for the weekend and when I came home I found out that someone has been doing drugs at my house when I was gone.
And it's someone I genuinely like, a friend of my boyfriends. And it's someone I think is really awesome, kind and considerate and wellmeaning.
But he brought drugs to my house and B let him do it there but expressed concern, so they left. To return a few hours later and start up again.
I reallly really don't like it. Not just because it might end up where the cats can find it, but because of how weird people get doing drugs and I don't want that around my animals.
I guess you might think I'm an idiot for geting upset about this, but let me explain.
Drugs have never been my thing. I have never hung out around people doing frugs, it has never been of interest to me to do drugs and my close friends have been of the same persuation. I try not to judge people who chose to do it, but I don't want to do it. And I think I have a right to not be around while people do it, or to ask them to not doit whilst with me.
I don't trust people on drugs. Not any kind of drug.
Sure, I don't completely lose trust in someone if I'm with them and they have one drag of a joint. It doesn't make them scary to me.
It's just that they rarely ever have just one drag. They always end up doing more.
I don't feel safe around people doing drugs.
I had a couple boyfriends who both did a lot of speed and they were creepy and scary so I'd rather keep all of that away from me. One of them did horrible things to me while on drugs that he could barely remember when sober. I'm not saying alcohol doesn't make people weird, but my scars are with drugs, crystal meth in particular, and I don't want it in my home.
And almost everyone I know knows how I feel about it.
Therefore it feels so weird knowing it happend in my house when I was gone. It makes me feel suspicious, betrayed and disrespected. Please, just go do it away from my house, away from me and hang out with me when you can stay away from it.
And I don't know how to deal with it. I thought it was clear where I stood on this and what it meant. Now it seems like I am going to have to have a really uncomfortable conversation with someone, I just don't know whom of them I have to talk to about it.
I was gone for the weekend and when I came home I found out that someone has been doing drugs at my house when I was gone.
And it's someone I genuinely like, a friend of my boyfriends. And it's someone I think is really awesome, kind and considerate and wellmeaning.
But he brought drugs to my house and B let him do it there but expressed concern, so they left. To return a few hours later and start up again.
I reallly really don't like it. Not just because it might end up where the cats can find it, but because of how weird people get doing drugs and I don't want that around my animals.
I guess you might think I'm an idiot for geting upset about this, but let me explain.
Drugs have never been my thing. I have never hung out around people doing frugs, it has never been of interest to me to do drugs and my close friends have been of the same persuation. I try not to judge people who chose to do it, but I don't want to do it. And I think I have a right to not be around while people do it, or to ask them to not doit whilst with me.
I don't trust people on drugs. Not any kind of drug.
Sure, I don't completely lose trust in someone if I'm with them and they have one drag of a joint. It doesn't make them scary to me.
It's just that they rarely ever have just one drag. They always end up doing more.
I don't feel safe around people doing drugs.
I had a couple boyfriends who both did a lot of speed and they were creepy and scary so I'd rather keep all of that away from me. One of them did horrible things to me while on drugs that he could barely remember when sober. I'm not saying alcohol doesn't make people weird, but my scars are with drugs, crystal meth in particular, and I don't want it in my home.
And almost everyone I know knows how I feel about it.
Therefore it feels so weird knowing it happend in my house when I was gone. It makes me feel suspicious, betrayed and disrespected. Please, just go do it away from my house, away from me and hang out with me when you can stay away from it.
And I don't know how to deal with it. I thought it was clear where I stood on this and what it meant. Now it seems like I am going to have to have a really uncomfortable conversation with someone, I just don't know whom of them I have to talk to about it.