i feel odd
I want to do something.
The last few months i have been slipping more and more into a very strong habit of procrastinateing. I should be drawing reading, learning about web design and graphic design but am marginally doing it. I just dont have anything drawing me to do anything other than procrastination. Its like whenever i start doing something meaningful my pateince runs short or i want to do something eltse or do more than i can. The only thing suking my time up for hours is internet surfing or experienceproject.com . I have been blameing it on my lack of social life and meaningfulness in my life in general but i dont think it excuses my small brain behaviour. Am think right now i should write about what i found most important the the book my psychologist gave me since i have the time (shes on vacation) but it looks like a strugle even thoguh transactional analisis used to fascinate me so much when i was psychotic. Well this is it for now , ill see whan i can do.
The last few months i have been slipping more and more into a very strong habit of procrastinateing. I should be drawing reading, learning about web design and graphic design but am marginally doing it. I just dont have anything drawing me to do anything other than procrastination. Its like whenever i start doing something meaningful my pateince runs short or i want to do something eltse or do more than i can. The only thing suking my time up for hours is internet surfing or experienceproject.com . I have been blameing it on my lack of social life and meaningfulness in my life in general but i dont think it excuses my small brain behaviour. Am think right now i should write about what i found most important the the book my psychologist gave me since i have the time (shes on vacation) but it looks like a strugle even thoguh transactional analisis used to fascinate me so much when i was psychotic. Well this is it for now , ill see whan i can do.