May 05, 2010 22:56
I'm done.
I am not content being second, but because no one wanted me as number one, I settled.
I am done settling.
I would rather be alone than to be set aside for someone "better" all the time.
I want something real.
It doesn't have to happen now, but when the time is right- I want something real. I don't want to do the complicated friends thing or have a fling. I want to be with someone who actually wants to be with me too. I want to be with someone who will court me and woo me and prove to me that he loves me and that I can trust him with my heart.
Maybe I'm just a hopeless romantic- a dreamer.
Maybe I will change my mind tomorrow.