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When people die or get sick sometimes it's hard not to get all selfish and think if it happened to me would anyone care? But then it makes you think that you need to do everything you've ever wanted because you never know. When I was sick I don't think anybody noticed a lot of the time and that hurt me. Because I could feel it, I could see it. Was I that invisible and unimportant? Some people just don't say things to not sound rude though so I'll never know. I know what it's like to feel helpless and I'm so glad people Shaun had so many people who cared about him.