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Blah. I don't know. Poopyhead.
Good time with Dylan on Friday, first time I've been to the mall WITH someone in a long time. Oh I meet people and we'll see a movie and then they'll run away, or I'll see and hang out with numerous people but they are always WITH somebody else. For once I want to feel confident that the person I'm with doesn't want to abandon me. I did last night. Met at FJ then went to get my paycheck at Media Play, found Aaron and he got it for me. It had another envelope on it that told me I've officially been laid off, Jen and at least two boys got hired, Leslie is laid off too. Saw Ali and Brianne while we were in there. Ali was wearing a huge black coat and I told her she should be naked underneath, she told me I was crazy as usual. I told Brianne's mom she is the future president of AXCO and she shook my hand.
Got a pretzel and talked to Emily at Auntie Anne's. She gave me an application with recommended by Emily written at the top. She says they are hiring and the boss is a little eccentric so I'll hand that in at some point and see what happens. Motion to the food court where Dylan got chinese and we sat around talking till he commented we hadn't got tickets. I went down and was looking at the line for a minute when a dude came out and said the showing of White Noise we were going to see had just sold out. Went back up and told Dylan, NicoleBeasleyJessica showed up soon after and sat with us. Everybody just hung out talking till 9 when most of them went home.
I went down to FJ and talked to Fiscoe while he rambled around, as usual he is incapable of talking to me about anything but girls who won't date him. Went and talked to Justin at the movies but it got busy so I didn't get to stay long. Called for mommy and went back to FJ and talked to Jessica for a bit. Leslie and Pete got out of White Noise and she walked me to the door.
I want to get back into this, writing in the LJ and not loosing anything. I want to just write for myself, fuck everybody else and what they will think. But then it gets into matters of privacy.
I have no idea where this friendship with Dylan is going. I hope it keeps up, this was the first out of school encounter. I just don't let myself get too excited about finding a person who is like minded because something always can come up.
Certain people always make me feel good about myself in that the friendship doesn't feel one sided. People who actually ask questions and want to know the answers, want to talk. But those people are few and far between, and they are always far away and too busy with their own lives and other people most of the time.