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you wanted to know about my dark side.
Its generally kept locked away and seldom let out because l
like a thousand pound gorilla its very hard to cage once it goes free
I don't fit but I ve made myself fit
and like a pair of ill fitting shoes
it fucking hurts
when people don't get you or belittle you
because they don t understand
or refuse to
or are somehow intimidated and need to cut you down to size
keep you manageable
so
when its too much
and
i am completely sure i am alone
then I can let go and cry a months worth
and wonder if Im worth anything
if anything is worth anything
until I m empty and wrung out
Its generally kept locked away and seldom let out because l
like a thousand pound gorilla its very hard to cage once it goes free
I don't fit but I ve made myself fit
and like a pair of ill fitting shoes
it fucking hurts
when people don't get you or belittle you
because they don t understand
or refuse to
or are somehow intimidated and need to cut you down to size
keep you manageable
so
when its too much
and
i am completely sure i am alone
then I can let go and cry a months worth
and wonder if Im worth anything
if anything is worth anything
until I m empty and wrung out