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oooooooooooohhh, i am so sorry my lj loves...i havent updated in like am onth, but i love you all and i shall update more often hopefully, please dont take me off your friends lists, i need you all!!!! my com[uter broke down for a week, so i couldnt update and ive been so busy and hectic that i couldnt get to this journal, so i apologize.
everything is going odd. i hung out with pete from my photo class last night and tonight, it was cool, we talked and stuff, i feel bad cause i feel like i bored him...i hope i didnt. then we walked to the quickstop and we past mikes house and petes like "is that goys house?" and im like "i think, i know this is his street but i dont remember which ishis house". that was the lie of the century. why cant i just enjoy pete? why cant i enjoy having what i have? why do i want mike like i doi? why cant i juts have mike like i want?ill tell you why, because noone ever gets what they want.kate wants pete, but pete wants...i dont even know but not her, and i want mike and he wants someone whos not me. i heard somewhere that if you wish when its 11:11 your wish will come true, and that if you tell your wish ti a butterfly it will carry your wish to heaven and it will come true. well, ive done so much wishing that my hearts going to explode with false hope. every wish i used i ask to give me some sign, something to tell me what me and ,mike are supposed to be.to bring me mike and have him talk to me and want me like i want him, or just to have him hang out with me or see him. wasted breath, wasted wishes, wasted time, wasted hope....
everything is going odd. i hung out with pete from my photo class last night and tonight, it was cool, we talked and stuff, i feel bad cause i feel like i bored him...i hope i didnt. then we walked to the quickstop and we past mikes house and petes like "is that goys house?" and im like "i think, i know this is his street but i dont remember which ishis house". that was the lie of the century. why cant i just enjoy pete? why cant i enjoy having what i have? why do i want mike like i doi? why cant i juts have mike like i want?ill tell you why, because noone ever gets what they want.kate wants pete, but pete wants...i dont even know but not her, and i want mike and he wants someone whos not me. i heard somewhere that if you wish when its 11:11 your wish will come true, and that if you tell your wish ti a butterfly it will carry your wish to heaven and it will come true. well, ive done so much wishing that my hearts going to explode with false hope. every wish i used i ask to give me some sign, something to tell me what me and ,mike are supposed to be.to bring me mike and have him talk to me and want me like i want him, or just to have him hang out with me or see him. wasted breath, wasted wishes, wasted time, wasted hope....