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So there's lots of help coming my way.
I will be having 2 hour lessons from now on (with the possibility of more if needed)
I would be happier duct-taping myself to Mrs. Smith until audition time, but I'll take this.
Lots of shit at my house lately. Nearly all of it is probably my fault for being the way I've been lately.
we're working on it.
Anyway my pieces are coming along much better now, and all-state is soon. I'm so excited to see all my friends from SOS, to be happy, and to feel like I'm not alone in this whole cracked out audition thing.
I'm not excited for Mame, or LISFA, or all-county, or whatever my parents will come up with, or writing my AP Gov research paper.
But when I concentrate on all that I'm really not happy, and that just sets me back.
so...
all-state! hooray!
I will be having 2 hour lessons from now on (with the possibility of more if needed)
I would be happier duct-taping myself to Mrs. Smith until audition time, but I'll take this.
Lots of shit at my house lately. Nearly all of it is probably my fault for being the way I've been lately.
we're working on it.
Anyway my pieces are coming along much better now, and all-state is soon. I'm so excited to see all my friends from SOS, to be happy, and to feel like I'm not alone in this whole cracked out audition thing.
I'm not excited for Mame, or LISFA, or all-county, or whatever my parents will come up with, or writing my AP Gov research paper.
But when I concentrate on all that I'm really not happy, and that just sets me back.
so...
all-state! hooray!