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wow. so this year is basically over. its kind of surreal to think about the fact that a year ago i graduated from high school and now my first year of college is over. i really thought that by now things would be different or i would feel different but that hasnt really happened. the past year has been the most difficult one of my life and i've gone through the biggest changes. these changes have seemed really negative, and true they've been difficult, but its not good for life to be static either, and ultimately i'm hoping that things will turn out for the best. so here following the end of a dramatic section of my life i am hoping for some good. there's no real telling what this summer and next year will bring.