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hier gave me a questionnaire:
1. Where do you see yourself in five years?
Hopefully graduated from college.... I hope to be happy, in a really cool downtown apartment, with some sexy chica and Milo. Of course I will de drop dead gorgeous, somewhere sunny where I have to wear a minimal amount of clothing, and can surf ( I dont know how to surf). Bu seriously though, I hope to run my own business, one that isnt evil, and be happy with myself, and be in a position where I can give love.... kind of soppy really.
2. What Nigerian customs do you uphold still and what customs do you not?
Well, none really, I am a feminisit, I am gay, I dont believe in church, and the verdict is still out on God, I don't think my elders are right, so I think my culture rejected me before I even really had a chance to learn it. However whenever I meet someone who is old enough to be my mother, or my grandmother, I call them auntie or grandma respectively, and I courtsey, coz thats just what you do. Nigerians tend to be really conformist, they can kiss my ass, I am not gonna cook, and I am certainly not going to make some dude happy, seriously they can kiss my ass. I am angry because people always ask me if I can cook and keep a home... until recently I was premed, and they would be like, that is so good for you, but can you cook?!!!!!
3. What other disgusting food habits did you inherit from Hani? I'm talking about things like the funions and sour cream thing.
LMAO. Okay so I decided to go on Atkins, and the not having bread thing was killing me, so to spice it up we decided to make nachos, but not with real nachos, with pork grinds, and all the fixings..... I lost 10lbs that week...
4. Who do you get along with most in your family and why?
As of recently there has been a huge rift between me and my family, so no one really, but probably my younger brother Sope who is 17 now, we fight a shit load, but when we were kids he used to be my best friend, I dont know if he knows that because I used to beat the shit out of him, but he is the one I shared so much of my childhood, the moving around, the being the different kid, the games and the cartoons, so while I get along with no one really well, I think he understands me best.
5. What is your biggest concern about life in general right now?
To be frank, getting back my self esteem. I dont know what makes me a wonderful human being (I must be I guess, this line of conversation makes me so uneasy), so I think I am bad. It freaks me out to be with people, I get nervous, and paranoid, and think people are watching me, lol, sounds crazy. I also get really depressed, I think that is a result of not thinking much of myself. I also dont think I am smart, which is stupid I know, but I always think Im going to fail, which is wierd I tend to be an optimist about the future, I dont live now, I live in the future. So quiet honestly my biggest priority is to learn about myself, who I am, and then find an equilibrium where I love myself, and be who I want to be.
phew, that was really revealing, feel naked..... and there is cause for much more exploration
Anyways, if you want me to ask you five questions, just post a comment.