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I dont know why things have taken the turn they have. I have a relationship so important to me with Hani, and yet lately when I say what I think or feel it seems to just push him further away from me. I am so afraid of losing him. Nothing is permanent, why this? I dont want to be guided by my fear, but lately, its like, how can you speak to me, or think that about me after all this time?

I should have learnt a long time ago that no one wants a vulnerable friend, its all honky dory until....

finish this later, emotionally exhausted.