a hard day
Today was a hard day.
It is so hard to look through that yearbook and know that I should be apart of the graduating class of 2006. I don't know that anyone can possibly feel what I feel when I look through that yearbook. I made mistakes in the past but I am going to do the best that I can to make things right for me.
For Ryan
I know that there are friends out there who knew him more then I did but for the times I spent with Ryan were memorable. He was all about Three 6 Mafia, Budweiser, Marlboro Reds, and New China every friday night and if he had those, he was content. He may have dropped out of high school but it didn't stop there and I think he became more then any high school graduate could ever become. He wanted to be a marine, the few people in this country who will do anything for their country and he did. He was doing it for all of us, even if you didn't know Ryan, he was fighting for you and there's not many people who would do that and that's why I said he became more of a man, and a person then anyone I know. Ryan, you will always be remembered, and may you rest in peace.
It is so hard to look through that yearbook and know that I should be apart of the graduating class of 2006. I don't know that anyone can possibly feel what I feel when I look through that yearbook. I made mistakes in the past but I am going to do the best that I can to make things right for me.
For Ryan
I know that there are friends out there who knew him more then I did but for the times I spent with Ryan were memorable. He was all about Three 6 Mafia, Budweiser, Marlboro Reds, and New China every friday night and if he had those, he was content. He may have dropped out of high school but it didn't stop there and I think he became more then any high school graduate could ever become. He wanted to be a marine, the few people in this country who will do anything for their country and he did. He was doing it for all of us, even if you didn't know Ryan, he was fighting for you and there's not many people who would do that and that's why I said he became more of a man, and a person then anyone I know. Ryan, you will always be remembered, and may you rest in peace.