whats going on with the world today, id rather be dead than turn my head away.
so, how about that Jeane. another effing hurricane. this one looks like its going to hit us directly. im kind of scared. just a little... *ugh* and this hurricane means 2 other families will be joining us in our house again. great! i wanna get at least one more night out before i have to deal with bullshit..
* so yesterday i went ice skating with my BESTEST TALLEST GUY FRIEND EVER, ryan lol and my new kool buddy kathy and her bf. we had oodlez of fun. i had to teach ryan how to ice skate, hes never been before. lol poor kid. he fell, and it ws all my fault. i give him mad props for getting back out onto the ice after that fall. *WOOT WOOT* anywho, by the end of the night, he was doing so well! he could actually go on his own.. well for a bit, without holding my hand. lol so cute. that d0rk bought me a slice of pizza after too, he knows i hate when he buys me things. lol
after that, we all went to barnes and nobles to get coffee, well except for me bc i HATE coffee. lol ryan bought me my lil strawberry slushi. hes so great! then we walked through the magazine isle and pointed out all the hott people on the covers lol. ah, good times. ill definately have to chill with them all again. lol
*so yesterday was very eventful for jason and i. a few days ago i had told him it was basically over. he was putting me through way too much shit. so yesterday he drove me home from school and we talked. all he could do was apologize and tell me how he knows he fucked up and that he wanted a second chance.. he told me these thigns so many times i started to feel bad for the kid. idk. i want to be with him.. but after all the things hes just put me through.. idk if im quite ready. i really need to relax before things start. i need to get alot of thigns off my chest and get some things out. at least now he knows how he made me feel for like 3 weeks. *ugh* idk.. i just dont know. im just scared all the things that happened while we werent even going out, may happen while we're together and if thats the case, i cant be with him. :( tell me what all of you think from what youve read or from what ive told you, PLZ. id really like to know.. i think i might just give hm that second chance.. what do you think?? PLZ COMMENT!
* so yesterday i went ice skating with my BESTEST TALLEST GUY FRIEND EVER, ryan lol and my new kool buddy kathy and her bf. we had oodlez of fun. i had to teach ryan how to ice skate, hes never been before. lol poor kid. he fell, and it ws all my fault. i give him mad props for getting back out onto the ice after that fall. *WOOT WOOT* anywho, by the end of the night, he was doing so well! he could actually go on his own.. well for a bit, without holding my hand. lol so cute. that d0rk bought me a slice of pizza after too, he knows i hate when he buys me things. lol
after that, we all went to barnes and nobles to get coffee, well except for me bc i HATE coffee. lol ryan bought me my lil strawberry slushi. hes so great! then we walked through the magazine isle and pointed out all the hott people on the covers lol. ah, good times. ill definately have to chill with them all again. lol
*so yesterday was very eventful for jason and i. a few days ago i had told him it was basically over. he was putting me through way too much shit. so yesterday he drove me home from school and we talked. all he could do was apologize and tell me how he knows he fucked up and that he wanted a second chance.. he told me these thigns so many times i started to feel bad for the kid. idk. i want to be with him.. but after all the things hes just put me through.. idk if im quite ready. i really need to relax before things start. i need to get alot of thigns off my chest and get some things out. at least now he knows how he made me feel for like 3 weeks. *ugh* idk.. i just dont know. im just scared all the things that happened while we werent even going out, may happen while we're together and if thats the case, i cant be with him. :( tell me what all of you think from what youve read or from what ive told you, PLZ. id really like to know.. i think i might just give hm that second chance.. what do you think?? PLZ COMMENT!