Mar 25, 2005 21:55
ok so last night we went to sams...sleptover and had a very bad sleep like worst then usuall...when i sleep at other peoples house i fine that i sleep very lightly...i must of had the most 2 hours of broken sleep but as always i was fine for the rest of the day...till i came home i slept for an hour ish...
kay so thier are few things that offend me that are words...well offend me this much. today brendan called again becuase we were suposed to do something today becuase on wednsday he called and i was trying to cheer him up and giving him reasons to smile and of course I was one of them lol and when i said me he said "whoos never around" so i reaplied with an ok fine well do something friday i dont have school and its the only day you dont have work exept sunday when were both spending it with our families. so with that said he called and he fucking told me i was acting "wife like" becuase i kept talking when he told me he had to do last night and becuase when he called today hes like "k im going to play ball with rob" so im like kayyyy why did you call then?! and hes like" because you told me to" me: ya becuase i wanted to do something with you..."yo your acting like my wife" i know it sounds stupid but you didnt here how he said it and i dont want to be his god damn wife...its been bugging me all day since he said it. and he was dead serious about it too cuz i was joking about when he called me later in the day and hes like "its not funny i was being serious" like ok i know, I KNOOOOWW how stupid it sounds to you but this is just fuckin insanely eating me away...and when i get upset i got quiet on the phone and if im quiet he gets quiet then it gets fuckin occward AGH why did he have to say that im sooo mad..now were not gonna talk to eachother for a wile because hes getting annoyed of me becuase im acting like a fuckin wife....and i just dont call him....well then thiers my very short venting that was like 1/8 of when was/is going threw my head.
Cassie Jaycee and I went to Kelsys for dinner lastnight and had the cutest waitress ever she was so cute and helpfuull so i left her a note and the girls all thought it sounded like i was hitting on her...i wasnt! i sware! she a bit to old for me if it was a guy i think i woulda done it but im still a little uneasy about the ladies.