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Last night was friday night thier for i was out and being out i went to jesses house, with cassie and brittney jay to the cee was working. now AT jesses one such "argument" erupted. now you see i have somewhat of a history with this girl in the begining she didnt like heather then i came along and she didnt like both of us and now shes good friends with heather and since i dont chill with heather anymore were still not in the likeings of eachother. but b4 i tell you About that let me tell it from the start thursday eddie asked me to go to jesses on friday he was having a small gathering and he wanted me to attend. now me not chilling with eddie in awile a agreed. knowing cass and britt had nothing eles to do i sugested they attend...so off we went now to say the least we were a little uncomferteble in the begining. then heather comes in. i didnt see her thow the first person i was my biggest crush ever. he looked...soooo cute i havnt seen him in so long. as soon as he saw me he came to sit with me, oh im smiling now but you cant see me lol hes sooo cute oh jeez he makes me happy. such a flirt he is. i just wanted to grabb him and well keeping this entry pg...do the unspeekable. so being the few sober ppl thier i asked jesse if he was ok and if everything was going alright but not to my suprise he needed some unenvited guest out. uninvited bieng my crush and the rest of the "crew" heather came with. so i told him jesse dont worry ill get on that jesse man your guest list is like a dick to me lol (me being the joker i am made a joke OBVIOULY) so what happend next? well we were sitting at a table when i made such joke and i was at the head-heather beside me kaitlen(the girl) beside her on my other side britt beside me cass beside her. so she desided to take a few min to collecther thoughts to make a remark (shez not the smarted person)and about 5 min after my remark about his guest list i here such words "ADINA NOTHING IS LIKE A DICK TO YOU BECUASE NO DICK IS YOUR DICK BECUASE NO DICK WANTS YOU!!! CODY(a past crush)DOESNT WANT YOU! NO ONE WANTS YOU!!!" so as she is making a drunken fool of herself yelling at me in the background i here Clay Tucker going "shuuut upp hoe adinaas my girl" repetedly. so after she knew i was egrnoing her and talking to brittney i here "OMG shez egnoring me..shez egnoring me omg" (smart as a button i tell ya ;).) so me being me- not letting anyone say anything to me without a coment back to them simply loudly spoke such words: "kaitlen you can say what ever the FUCK YOU WANT becuase I know that IM better then you" that was it she got kicked out and the rest of them left too my crush who was driving had to make sure that he had my correct number in his phone to he could call me one night to chill...alone?! im smilling again lol so after we left and came back to my house concidering jesse and i live on the same street we walked to my house and watched sex and the city and the ladies went home. i thought i did prety good. i didnt get mad i didnt sit thier and take it i said one simple sentece that left her speechless and that was it.
*i dont let critisizem get to me i take the words and let them roll off of me not let them sink in ihave always been like that so talk shit to my face as you may as long as i know itsnot true i will smile blow a kiss at you -mmmmmmmmwwwwwwwwwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhh*