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•OMG!!!!
•the tears just wouldnt stop tonight!
•i dont know why they just kept comming
•i finally saw the grand fanally of sex andthe city and i BALLED
•oh jeez
•then i watched the end of the amazing race with my mom....
•yup cryed some more
•then my mom saw me crying and told me she loved me
•the last time i remeber anything like that happening was the very last day of grade 7 when i came out of glad park with my garbage bag from my locker and i was just a waterfall it was my last day in stouffvile and i yelled at her and told her it was all her fault for merrying such an ass whole and she held me and told me she loved me.
•then i get this whole speech ready (yes still crying) "i just called to tell you that i love you. and no matter what you do or who you kiss or what your job is or who your friends are or how far we live away from eachother i will still love you. and i know things havnt been weird latly and im sorry for that, and im sorry about your mom i really am i would like to tell you everythings going to be ok and that shell get through it but i dont know your mom very well and i dont know how strong she is. and im sorry i didnt want you to ever here my tears but they just wont stop.im going to go now...bye"
•then i started thinking about the summer (yes still crying)i thought about sam and how shez leaving. and jaycee and cassie and how the longest ive gone without them was 2 weeks the most and how i dont know if i can loose them for a month and im used to not really being close with sam during the summer but a whole year. and how much im gonna cry when they all leave me. and how much i REALLY didnt want sam to go...
• and as the tears roll down once again from thinking about all these things again i sit in a dark room with only a white screen as my light im crying and i know why its becuase my emotionality level is up because of whats comming next week...
tonight martha introdused me to greg. Hello Greg. im sorry we didnt get to chat. mathra....where would i be without you...well i would have alot less friends lol. i love you <3333
GIRLS....JAYCEE CASSIE SAM I KNOW I SAY IM GONNA MISS YOU ALL THE TIME BUT THIS TIME ITS NOT EVEN DOUBTABLE. I LOVE YOU GUYS MORE THEN ANYONE IN THE WORLD AND I DONT KNOW WHAT IM GOING TO DO WITHOUT YOU ALL. i just wsnted you guys to know. again.
•the tears just wouldnt stop tonight!
•i dont know why they just kept comming
•i finally saw the grand fanally of sex andthe city and i BALLED
•oh jeez
•then i watched the end of the amazing race with my mom....
•yup cryed some more
•then my mom saw me crying and told me she loved me
•the last time i remeber anything like that happening was the very last day of grade 7 when i came out of glad park with my garbage bag from my locker and i was just a waterfall it was my last day in stouffvile and i yelled at her and told her it was all her fault for merrying such an ass whole and she held me and told me she loved me.
•then i get this whole speech ready (yes still crying) "i just called to tell you that i love you. and no matter what you do or who you kiss or what your job is or who your friends are or how far we live away from eachother i will still love you. and i know things havnt been weird latly and im sorry for that, and im sorry about your mom i really am i would like to tell you everythings going to be ok and that shell get through it but i dont know your mom very well and i dont know how strong she is. and im sorry i didnt want you to ever here my tears but they just wont stop.im going to go now...bye"
•then i started thinking about the summer (yes still crying)i thought about sam and how shez leaving. and jaycee and cassie and how the longest ive gone without them was 2 weeks the most and how i dont know if i can loose them for a month and im used to not really being close with sam during the summer but a whole year. and how much im gonna cry when they all leave me. and how much i REALLY didnt want sam to go...
• and as the tears roll down once again from thinking about all these things again i sit in a dark room with only a white screen as my light im crying and i know why its becuase my emotionality level is up because of whats comming next week...
tonight martha introdused me to greg. Hello Greg. im sorry we didnt get to chat. mathra....where would i be without you...well i would have alot less friends lol. i love you <3333
GIRLS....JAYCEE CASSIE SAM I KNOW I SAY IM GONNA MISS YOU ALL THE TIME BUT THIS TIME ITS NOT EVEN DOUBTABLE. I LOVE YOU GUYS MORE THEN ANYONE IN THE WORLD AND I DONT KNOW WHAT IM GOING TO DO WITHOUT YOU ALL. i just wsnted you guys to know. again.