the one you love and the one who loves you are never the same person...

Apr 07, 2004 12:33

i give up.
i am so fucking tired. i swear to fucking god, everything good is bullshit, no matter how fucking real it seems. people change, people grow up, we can't do that, it's not you it's me, this is always for the goddamn best- this is all i ever fucking hear anymore. nobody really knows how to just shut the fuck up and be happy. it's always drama, drama, and fucking drama. to all you fucking naive, gullible bastards out there, there will always be problems. no matter how fucking hard you try, no matter how good things seem, no matter how much everyone fucking laughs, there is always gonna be the same stupid shit nit-picking at your heels like a rabid fucking gerbil.
well, it's my turn.
Number One- growing up is bullshit. it's a big fucking lie. no one has to grow up. granted, you have to get a job and do school and move out and shit but you don't have grow up in your head. who the fuck wants to? no one, thats who, because growing up SUCKS MASSIVE DICK!!! you can do all that life bullshit and still laugh at all the same stupid shit you always did. if you think differently, surprise! you're fucking stupid and wrong.
Number Two- guess what? not everyone changes. i haven't changed. i still think the exact same way i fucking did as when i stopped being an asshole and the only reason i changed then is because it started to be boring and i started to really think for myself. people change because they let themselves change, because they're big, wet pussies who can't hold their own when it comes to their own personalities. if you're one of these people, you can KISS MY ASS!!! although you probably don't even realize that yes, i am talking about you, you son of a bitch.
Number Three- love is just another big fucking lie, too. anyone who says that to you is lying and they probably don't even know it. i feel sorry for people who go through that shit, especially because i know how it is. nobody really ever loves anyone and it really is sad. i wish things were different.
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