the sun always looks the most bright at dawn because by then we're used to the darkness

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i had a pretty split day today but it's ended pretty well. i woke up and nicole and ritchie left and then i blew charlie's shit out at super smash bro. melee. that game is so fucking sweet. charlie got really pissed off because he couldn't beat me and he threw the controller against the wall. i thought it was funny and laughed. then we went and picked up dan and ritchie and dan took us all out to eat at pizza hut. anthony came along. i really like that kid alot. i was glad he came. later on me and charlie and dan and sarah went to the mall and media play and bought gifts. sarah norton bouhgt me a ska-fest ticket for christmas. she's really nice to me. we had a really funny time with one of the workers. me and charlie were having a cigarette before we went into the store and kept wishing random people merry christmas and such. it was fun but we came to realize that people are not very merry at this time of the year. we all ended up at shannon b. house after that (that reminds me; it'll be my house again too in two months!!! i'm homesick) and hung out there for awhile. then my and shannon talked about some bad stuff and i was sad and then we left. we dropped off dan, who was also upset, and went home. thats when i got kinda crazy 'cause i read shannons livejournal and got confused about stuff and therefore ended up very, very, very angry and hurt but then i called her and now everything is good again. i don't like being mad at shannon (or any other conflicting feeling for that matter). it's scary. but so far all the times i was mad at shannon only lasted maybe an hour and they were just misunderstanding anyways. i really like the fact that she doesn't just ignore our problems and that she'll talk about them with me and usually we solve them pretty fast. i really don't like it when people ignore their problems. i'm glad we don't do that...heh, shannon is so cool. i love what we have.

and on that note i bid everyone farewell.