Sep 19, 2005 20:28
I broke up with Bas. Finally. At last. I'm glad I did it, it was no good for both of us and now I can look for other boys without a feeling of shame or unfaithful. He agreed with me when I said we need to end this thing that we had. I guess it was nothing more then a summerfling but I must say and I can't ignore it that I really loved him in the first place and I loved to dance with him. That was so sexual and we were never the close as then. I was never that close to a boy if you don't count Marc in it (year before Bas).
I'm kinda irritated by Cora something, she tells me what to do and that really irritates me. I have my own life, can't she see that. Sometimes the only thing she can talk about is Daniel and she asks my opinion almost all the time, and on the other hand it's sweet of her to ask me about how I feel about it but on the other hand, what have I got to do with it?
I wonder why it irritates me so much talking to Tessa, she has changed so much and all because of Nansi. The way she walks and talks (he it rhyms), it's just so irritating, like she is brainwashed or something. She has become such a foolish girl and it's just a shame. Martine stays the same, no mather what, that's what I like about her, she stays herself.