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Ooo i got a new sketchbook today and im itching to use it but it's always hard when i start a new one because i never want to use the first page thats just something i cant do. So anyway today i woke up at like 8:30 which was just horrable becuase it was my first day off in ages and i could have slept as long as i wanted but iv become this machine and it doesnt matter if i drink or take drugs i'll still wake up eairly in the morning, thats just wrong the working world is not a good one. So then i went shopping and not just any kind of shopping i went shoe shopping, i must have been in every shoe shop there is and i found the perfect shoes, the heel is made from wood and has a big hole through it.
Enough of this trivial natter, i have serious problems. Well one big problem and it involves a french graphics designer. He likes me, i like him, hes not the relationship type but thats ok because all i want is kinky sex, he hits on me but i dont think he wants to make the first move because of the age thing, so this is my problem u know that first thing theres always a first thing that breaks down the barriers of a relationship and its like its up to me to make the first move and for some reason i cant i freeze, and its so annoying and i was ready to just jump on him or something on friday but the bastard didnt come in and that made me want him even more.
Enough of this trivial natter, i have serious problems. Well one big problem and it involves a french graphics designer. He likes me, i like him, hes not the relationship type but thats ok because all i want is kinky sex, he hits on me but i dont think he wants to make the first move because of the age thing, so this is my problem u know that first thing theres always a first thing that breaks down the barriers of a relationship and its like its up to me to make the first move and for some reason i cant i freeze, and its so annoying and i was ready to just jump on him or something on friday but the bastard didnt come in and that made me want him even more.