Relationship issues
Humm well i was gonna stop my journal but then im too used to it now.
Well me and Alex are on a break because last night (our year and a half anniversary) was a really horrable night for me. It started out really good and we went out with everyone to the red star (some shitty pub thats like a squat in camberwell) and we went to see some ska punk, drum and bass kinda gig thing. so everythings all good and then alex starts taking pills with everyone else and i didnt want to take pills becuase i see other people on them and they always act like idiots. well when ever alex takes pills or something he always gets really kinda touchy feely with girls (not random girls but the people who we will be with) and in the past hes done it to maria and to christina (his ex) and then last night hes doing it to anna and how does he expect me to feel when hes touching other girls right in front of me and he didnt even know what i was getting so pissed off about (which was pissing me off even more)
Its just so dificult becuase i know he doesnt mean anything by what hes doing because hes not hitting on anna or anyones else hes just high but it makes me so angry and i know that it makes other people uncomfortable becuase they tell me
anyway i was talking to anna and she was telling me that her and joe broke up a while ago (although they are still together now) becuase shes got some kind of cancer and shes gonna have to get her ovaries removed and joe wants to have a child of his own but she really loves joe and doesnt want to lose him but doesnt know what to do and i had no idea of what to say to her... i guest im just not good with words
Well me and Alex are on a break because last night (our year and a half anniversary) was a really horrable night for me. It started out really good and we went out with everyone to the red star (some shitty pub thats like a squat in camberwell) and we went to see some ska punk, drum and bass kinda gig thing. so everythings all good and then alex starts taking pills with everyone else and i didnt want to take pills becuase i see other people on them and they always act like idiots. well when ever alex takes pills or something he always gets really kinda touchy feely with girls (not random girls but the people who we will be with) and in the past hes done it to maria and to christina (his ex) and then last night hes doing it to anna and how does he expect me to feel when hes touching other girls right in front of me and he didnt even know what i was getting so pissed off about (which was pissing me off even more)
Its just so dificult becuase i know he doesnt mean anything by what hes doing because hes not hitting on anna or anyones else hes just high but it makes me so angry and i know that it makes other people uncomfortable becuase they tell me
anyway i was talking to anna and she was telling me that her and joe broke up a while ago (although they are still together now) becuase shes got some kind of cancer and shes gonna have to get her ovaries removed and joe wants to have a child of his own but she really loves joe and doesnt want to lose him but doesnt know what to do and i had no idea of what to say to her... i guest im just not good with words