LQTM.
I have recently discovered that I love to update while eating some sort of breakfast food/beverage and listening to my mp3 player. I'm in a really thoughtful mood. I just want to lay down and think. Nothing else. I am always getting distracted from it somehow though. I'm going to be painting my room soon, and I can't decide how I want to do it.
A lot of things change, especially in high school.
So much has appeared and disappeared since this time last year.
I'm glad though. Not that I don't want those people or things back in my life; but- I'm a firm believer that everything happens for a reason- so I have faith that everything will be alright in the end.
Things are always exploding out of proportion.
Some shit just isn't a big deal. Most shit isn't a big deal.
When you go back to your 25 yr. reunion, you aren't gonna remember 1/2 the shit that happened.
Sure, you are going to have the good memories and the really bad ones, be honestly- will you remember the "just ok" days?
Are you going to remember the day when nothing happened?
Just the regular day?
I'm completely random.
Have you heard "Like a boy"-Ciara?
I love it. It's like my life. I hate that if girls act like guys do, in social circumstances, that we are considered "whores" "sluts" "easy" etc. Sure, guys are called "man-whores" from time to time, but honestly? Is that a bad thing?
Girls always like the guys who get a lot of girls, obviously, because- well..if they didn't they wouldn't get all the girls.
I have decided that I want a fish.
I want a really pretty fish. Nothing expensive.
But, this fish shall be my best friend. I will tell it everything.
I want this fish.
So, my sweet 16 is comming up.
I can't belive I'll be 16 in like 3 wks.
I remember thinking that shit about turning 13.
Time fucking flies.