Jul 15, 2006 20:30
Seriously, there are days when I'm just thinking 'What the Hell?!*...I get so confused sometimes, with no reason. Today is one of those days. The sun's burning outside, I've got a thousand things to do but I don't seem to remember one of them, Girl Anachronism is stuck in my head, I'm reading Amanda's writing and all I can think is: 'OMG I'm crushing so badly on someone I'll never get, this is weird...' and I made peace with the fact that I'm never gonna get HER, but I'm glad she's my friend now. That's at least something. She's sooo much fun.
Oh, and it seems like the German girl ditched me now that she knows I like girls. But I'm not sure. Maybe her computer's just broken. I don't know. I don't really care either. It's her problem. Oh the world is SO complicated *sigh*
coin operated boy
coin operated boy
sitting on the shelf he is just a toy
but i turn him on and he comes to life
automatic joy
that is why i want a coin operated boy
made of plastic and elastic
he is rugged and long-lasting
who could ever ever ask for more
love without complications galore
many shapes and weights to choose from
i will never leave my bedroom
i will never cry at night again
wrap my arms around him and pretend....
coin operated boy
all the other real ones that i destroy
cannot hold a candle to my new boy and i'll
never let him go and i'll never be alone
not with my coin operated boy......
this bridge was written to make you feel smittener
with my sad picture of girl getting bitterer
can you extract me from my plastic fantasy
i didnt think so but im still convinceable
will you persist even after i bet you
a billion dollars that i'll never love you
will you persist even after i kiss you
goodbye for the last time
will you keep on trying to prove it?
i'm dying to lose it...
i want it
i want you
i want a coin operated boy.
and if i had a star to wish on
for my life i cant imagine
any flesh and blood could be his match
i can even take him in the bath
coin operated boy
he may not be real experienced with girls
but i know he feels like a boy should feel
isnt that the point that is why i want a
coin operated boy
with his pretty coin operated voice
saying that he loves me that hes thinking of me
straight and to the point
that is why i want
a coin operated boy.
I can't help it. Have you ever been so obsessed by something you couldn't think about anything/anyone else, litterally? I know how it feels.
♥ Amanda...