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put my enemies to sleep
dream me something right
and call me love
your words are like knives
they peel at my skin
the peel at my soul
they stab me in the heart and cause me thoughts I had sent to hell
our wrists are stained with memories of
love and hate and betrayal
anger turns to pain turns to truth turns to numb
suffocation breaking all air waves
playing the giggly girl everyone knows
playing my lie
my eyes burn
from all these tears
I'm drowning in your words
dead in meaning and lies
hurt me
break me
just bury me in your ground
I don't blame you for being you
but you can't blame me for hating it
lying on the devil's pitchfork
eating god's candy
pull the trigger
lit this gun
turn my heart to ice
and I'll serve you all mine on a platter
of
dreams and hits and bruises
of
love and laughter
with lies guaranteed
please
oh please
just wait until the cello plays
filling the cracks in the mirror
and the cracks in our skin
our lips are holding secrets
our lips are holding sins
tell me things to warm my broken heart
heal my scars and clean my wounds
I'll be what you are for me for you
I'll be whatever you need.