May 05, 2005 00:11
Fuck. I caved on not writing in this damn thing. It's too therapeutic to pass up. I'm struggling to graduate and have little time left. I have to graduate or i'm fucked. My parents said they're going to cut me off and i'm broke and have no where to live in california. I can't do this yet. I'm not ready. I barely know how to live. Today was one of the worst experiences of my life. I exploited someone to a ridiculous extent because i felt entitled to it. Im not going into detail because it's between me and god. I feel like such an ass.