Oct 25, 2005 12:24
I miss pam. and steph. a lot.
ive recently become very unhappy with my appearances. i need something drastic to pick me up. this could probably be thanks to my mother who has felt the need to tell me how bad i look every day lately. thanks ma.
I woke up today and i just feel like i need to get my life back in place. if i had never left central in the first place...i'd be a.okay. so, until my return....i have to do something with my life besides take stupid classes i dont need and work a part time job.
im just very upset with myself in almost every way possible.
and i cry all the time.