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aboot midnight last night i had to call an ambulance for my mother.
that was the most sinking feeling i've ever had. I've been scared enough lately.
I think she's okay... shes in indianapolis at the heart center now. I think she had a minor heart attack... the doctors werent very clear. She has to have surgery stuff again to put in another stent IF we are "lucky" and thats whats wrong.
*sigh*
I finally got a way to Warsaw... and now I don't know if I should go or not. I'm really no use here at home alone for however long it takes her to get better... but... i don't know if I'll feel right having a good time while my mom is hooked up to machines and laying in a hospital bed.
>.<
I hate that there is nothing i can do for her.
that was the most sinking feeling i've ever had. I've been scared enough lately.
I think she's okay... shes in indianapolis at the heart center now. I think she had a minor heart attack... the doctors werent very clear. She has to have surgery stuff again to put in another stent IF we are "lucky" and thats whats wrong.
*sigh*
I finally got a way to Warsaw... and now I don't know if I should go or not. I'm really no use here at home alone for however long it takes her to get better... but... i don't know if I'll feel right having a good time while my mom is hooked up to machines and laying in a hospital bed.
>.<
I hate that there is nothing i can do for her.