Feb 26, 2004 16:58
So Wednesday I went to my American Voices class and saw my "cute" boy...he looked so adroable..i'm a sucker for shaggy curly hair...or no hair at all in Dustin's case hehe...Dustin actually emailed me a very nice school pic of him..I miss his eyes. Then I scrambled to get some lunch and finish my Hinors Colooquim book before mass. I never usually feel much of anything when I get my ashes...but yesterday Sister Helen from Simmons College gave me my ashes and she said something like "Remember how MUCH God loves you Katie"...and just to have her say my name and the power with which she said the words really struck me. It was a very powerful experience. It was wonderful to see so many people at mass. There were alot more people than usual but to me that was a positive sign because its almost harder and more significant that they were willing to wear a mark claiming that thye went to mass..they weren't afraid to show their faith and I thought that was great.
Then I had our Honors discussion with Professor Abrahams..she's so cool...it was a great discussion and it made me love the book even more. After that I relaxed until American idol..then took a quick nap so I didn't fall asleep while studying for my Modern Art Test...umm yea DEFINETLY slept through my test this morning...grrrr..its hard to explain but it has something to do with my ears and my skin..so I'm more pissed about that than I am about the test..the professor was very supportive and i sbeing very cool about the whole thing. Sign Language was slightly fun..but again we didn't learn anything. Tonight I'm going shopping with Danielle and hopefully Lindsay and Kirsten if they can come at Cambridgeside galleria...I have no money but I need to get off campus..ahh. Then tommorow I'm going in to work with my mommy for the day and then we're coming back up here and seeing The Passion of the Christ at the AMC. I'm still scared of all the gore...yuck. Saturday is the Greater Boston Food Bank thing with the Alumni from 12:30-4:30..all are welcome..I love it there. And then Sunday is a retreat planning meeting. Ohhh and my American Voices professor is giving us a take home midterm..and that was my old actual midterm...I love it! And congrats to Jenn on her midterm grades..omg so awesome!
On a side note...yesterday at mass I felt really really self-conscious...a certain boy I used to like kind of makes me feel so ugly..and its not even anything he does...I just feel really ugly around him..and my hands omg I hate my hands..I would cut them off if I could..I felt like the ugliest person in the world when i shook hands with him at mass....I miss the days when I didn't give a shit..because Dustin thought I was pretty and thats all that mattered *slams head on the keyboard repeatedly* Ok enough bitching. I think that fills my quota for the week:)
Katie