takes my pain away
mr. rand is a flippin retard! he sent home my report card thing or progress report and he was liek " i didn't get ur current event number six" and GUESS WHAT FAG I FUCKING EMAILED IT TO YOU! ugh. so stupid. and then eh sent an emial back to me saying ok thanks. jeeeeze. and im liek on the border in science, and i reallyyyy wanna take biology next year in ninth grade!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! blehhhh!
so yeah...other than that nothing else is really up.
hmmm...i liek someone new yay! but
i'm not getting my hopes up, again!!!!
so, we are just gunna be friends..or im gunna act liek that cus i don't feel liek being all wishy washy and then getting bumed out again, which completely sucks! so i'm just gunna be liek yeah...
MAJA AND ANDY ARE STILL GOING OUT! fuck yea! im so stoked, i KNEW andy wasnt the kinda guy taht would be liek YOU WHORE IM DUMPING YOU, cus andy's teh SHIT, and maja is SO HAPPY =] im happy for maja and andy!
ummmm. i luv having friends, for some reason i just feel the need to say that for some reason, haha. idk im so werid right now..liek always
i WORE MY JAMAICA SHIRT TODAY! yay! i <3 it it's so JAMAICAN
......so nothing else is really going on, i havn't really updated in a while, just liek rambling....
so on saturday? i went to ROBOTS with emily! cus we are WAY TOO COOL FOR THE RING TWO! lol <3 ya hun! we were liek going into the ring two with our hoods up and our hands over our ears and then we'd hear something and RUN out! it was SO funni! and we called someone's cellf one from the pay fone and was liek "seven days" emily looked so possessed when she said it, i was liek damn! im scared of you! =P haha.
so on sunday, oh yeah! i went to boston in the morning and auditioned for IMTA, international modeling and talent association, yeah i got it wrong before, agency association same thing. so yeah...i went FIRST G-D DAMN IT! course i went first, who else? and yeah i found out the comp. is the weeek im going to CHITOWN and BC says, and it costs WAY too much damn dinero, liek 5 grand to go to this comp. i mean DAMn, but there ar eover 350 agents managers cast directors and people there from ALL OVER THE WORLD, looking for 'new faces'...lot's of people started there, liek jeremy sumpter, jessica biel, the girl who plays ruthie in seventh heaven..people liek that, so i find out 2night if i got in or not, im not getting my hopes up for that either.
blonderella, that was on aariels profile. i liek
hmmm...im gunna add some stuff i've written in liek journals and stuff that i liek cus im SO BORED.
omg, jess is telling me about a girl on her basketblal team who died yesterday she's in seventh grade, some person who was getting arrested crossed the intersection and hit their car and their car blew up in flames, so her her mom and her sister all died..life is too short
today a girl nammed Maddie died with her mom and sister in a car crash
"Maddie was on American Heritage bball team and was a great teammate on the court. She made everyone smile and reminded us how to play for fun but with aggresition. she always had my bak out there she did not deserve this
please pray for her and her family
Maddie- we will miss u and will never forget u"
Dear friend,
When life isn't going my way, i sing it out. When friends aren't there, like you, i dance around. I wish you would understand what true friendship means. Because i'm sick of explaining how i feel.
What does it mean?
if it hurts does it mean i`m weak, if i care when i said i didn't does it mean i`m a liar, if i cry does it mean i`m not strong, if i contain the truth does it mean i`m untruthful, if i laugh at you does it mean i`m uncaring, if i smile does it mean i`m happy, if i want you does it mean i`m not complete, if i see right through you does it mean i`m not looking (hard enough), if i tell you i love you does it mean i`m commited, if i think it`s black does it mean it`s white, if i change my mind does it mean i`m undecided, if i make a mistake does it mean i`m imperfect (in your eyes), if i can`t stop thinking of you does it mean i`m attatched, if i worry too much does it mean i`m no fun, if i don`t get the answer right does it mean i don`t work hard enough, if i forget does it mean i`m (too) lazy (to remember), if i don`t know does it mean i`ll never figure it out, if i dont forgive does it mean i have no heart, if i forgive does it mean i`ve forgotten, if i can`t does it mean i`m incapable. what does it mean? If...
so yeah... i'm done
kisses