Christmas Break
okay christmas break was great in the beginning. it fucking sucks now!!!! but ill get to that in a second.
here is a list of what i got for christmas:
*XBOX
*Longhorn t-shirt
*a fudge-making kit
*a shit load of airheads
*27'' flat screen tv that i split payment with my dad 50/50
*langerie from my sister
*2 charms for my charm bracelet
*the 2 hearts and flowers bracelet from Shane
and a lot of little stuff.
i spent a fuckload on Shane, Courtney, my sister, and my mom... and a little on myself
i bounced a couple of checks.. now im about $500 in debt with my parents.
ive gotten my car taken away. the only times im allowed to drive the fuckin thing is when im going to work, school, or church. maybe to work out. but that's still in pending decisions.
they specifically took it away to keep me from driving out to shane's house every day. that pissed me the fuck off because that's all i do if im not with courtney. not to mention, they took my tv out of my room and put it downstairs.. THAT pissed me off MAJORLY. im so mad about all of this. ive held ONE conversation with my mother that didnt result in a serious fight. and that was today.
the day i was grounded i went to the bank and took all of my emergency cash in my car... $55, and put it into my account. that put me at -$21.24.
im broke as fuck.
ive spent my savings cash from my room that's hidden secretly... that of which i only had like $30, but still. i spent $10 of the $20 on my ticket for the hockey game. i saved $5 from the $20 my dad gave me for gas and found $1 on the way, which i used last night to pay for 2 large pizzas for me and shane.
ive cried 10 times in the last week and a half. and the only reason it seems that i cry, is because my car is gone. my car was my only freedom to get away from this house.
ive gained 5 lbs. just from my only option: watching movies in my room on my dead grandma's old tv that i inherited a year ago.
i cant even fucking play my XBOX because my grandma's tv is so old that it doesn't even have the three outlet plugs. you know, the yellow red and white plugs. how fucking old does a tv have to be to NOT have that shit on it?! answer...? PRETTY FUCKING OLD.
shane has been so sweet and flexible with my mom's outbreak of bitchiness. he hates her. and i dont blame him. she talks shit about him all the time. him being the love of my life, im sure as hell not gonna keep that from him. all he has ever done was be the guardian angel my life really needed. and all she can do is bitch bitch bitch bitch bitch. im so sick of it. he is too.
even with shane being as flexible as he is, he wont do this for forever. he'll get to a point to where he wont do it unless we havent seen each other in like a week or so.
so if anyone reads this, and i'll see you tomorrow at school... dont you dare ask me if i had a good christmas. i'll knock your head out your ass and steal your money.
okay so maybe i wont. ill just be mad and explain all that stuff up there over again.
SOMEBODY FUCKING SAVE ME ALREADY!!!!!
here is a list of what i got for christmas:
*XBOX
*Longhorn t-shirt
*a fudge-making kit
*a shit load of airheads
*27'' flat screen tv that i split payment with my dad 50/50
*langerie from my sister
*2 charms for my charm bracelet
*the 2 hearts and flowers bracelet from Shane
and a lot of little stuff.
i spent a fuckload on Shane, Courtney, my sister, and my mom... and a little on myself
i bounced a couple of checks.. now im about $500 in debt with my parents.
ive gotten my car taken away. the only times im allowed to drive the fuckin thing is when im going to work, school, or church. maybe to work out. but that's still in pending decisions.
they specifically took it away to keep me from driving out to shane's house every day. that pissed me the fuck off because that's all i do if im not with courtney. not to mention, they took my tv out of my room and put it downstairs.. THAT pissed me off MAJORLY. im so mad about all of this. ive held ONE conversation with my mother that didnt result in a serious fight. and that was today.
the day i was grounded i went to the bank and took all of my emergency cash in my car... $55, and put it into my account. that put me at -$21.24.
im broke as fuck.
ive spent my savings cash from my room that's hidden secretly... that of which i only had like $30, but still. i spent $10 of the $20 on my ticket for the hockey game. i saved $5 from the $20 my dad gave me for gas and found $1 on the way, which i used last night to pay for 2 large pizzas for me and shane.
ive cried 10 times in the last week and a half. and the only reason it seems that i cry, is because my car is gone. my car was my only freedom to get away from this house.
ive gained 5 lbs. just from my only option: watching movies in my room on my dead grandma's old tv that i inherited a year ago.
i cant even fucking play my XBOX because my grandma's tv is so old that it doesn't even have the three outlet plugs. you know, the yellow red and white plugs. how fucking old does a tv have to be to NOT have that shit on it?! answer...? PRETTY FUCKING OLD.
shane has been so sweet and flexible with my mom's outbreak of bitchiness. he hates her. and i dont blame him. she talks shit about him all the time. him being the love of my life, im sure as hell not gonna keep that from him. all he has ever done was be the guardian angel my life really needed. and all she can do is bitch bitch bitch bitch bitch. im so sick of it. he is too.
even with shane being as flexible as he is, he wont do this for forever. he'll get to a point to where he wont do it unless we havent seen each other in like a week or so.
so if anyone reads this, and i'll see you tomorrow at school... dont you dare ask me if i had a good christmas. i'll knock your head out your ass and steal your money.
okay so maybe i wont. ill just be mad and explain all that stuff up there over again.
SOMEBODY FUCKING SAVE ME ALREADY!!!!!