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i had the worst dream about shane last night.. and it's traumatizing the fuck out of me.
i havent talked to him all day which is annoying the shit out of me because he wont even answer my texts.. he's probably still mad at me for asking him what i asked him on friday night. totally blew things way out of the water...which is horrible.
im so traumatized still-- im about to fucking cry.
he's spending time with his brother. yeah thats cool n all, but you can at least answer my texts. he'll shit a brick if im with someone else (and he isnt around) and i wont answer a text he sends me or if he calls and i dont pick up he freaks out.
im so mad right now. that dream last night had me tossing and turning, and crying, and squirming in my sleep. i know this because i woke up with my eyes wet and my shirt all twisted. usually when i have those dreams im able to talk to him when i wake up and i get over it. but no, not today poncho. he cant even take a second to say hi to me and ask how things are going throughout my day.
it doesnt help i feel like shit.
whatever im gonna go.
i havent talked to him all day which is annoying the shit out of me because he wont even answer my texts.. he's probably still mad at me for asking him what i asked him on friday night. totally blew things way out of the water...which is horrible.
im so traumatized still-- im about to fucking cry.
he's spending time with his brother. yeah thats cool n all, but you can at least answer my texts. he'll shit a brick if im with someone else (and he isnt around) and i wont answer a text he sends me or if he calls and i dont pick up he freaks out.
im so mad right now. that dream last night had me tossing and turning, and crying, and squirming in my sleep. i know this because i woke up with my eyes wet and my shirt all twisted. usually when i have those dreams im able to talk to him when i wake up and i get over it. but no, not today poncho. he cant even take a second to say hi to me and ask how things are going throughout my day.
it doesnt help i feel like shit.
whatever im gonna go.