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Time is contagious, every bodies getting old.
I'm back in the place I thought I've gotten out of. I don't know what's going to happen to me. I'm unhappy, and don't really know how to fix it. And I always end up feeling bad for feeling bad because really, I have a lot of reasons to be happy with my life. I'm an extremely lucky person, but no matter how much I tell myself that, along with the fact that everything will get better, and I have time, I don't feel as assured as I would like to be.
I just don't want things to change. Namely people moving away, when I was looking forward to knowing them for awhile. I find it difficult to accept the fact that people who I get along with so well will shortly be gone from my life. It almost makes getting to know them better pointless.
I'm back in the place I thought I've gotten out of. I don't know what's going to happen to me. I'm unhappy, and don't really know how to fix it. And I always end up feeling bad for feeling bad because really, I have a lot of reasons to be happy with my life. I'm an extremely lucky person, but no matter how much I tell myself that, along with the fact that everything will get better, and I have time, I don't feel as assured as I would like to be.
I just don't want things to change. Namely people moving away, when I was looking forward to knowing them for awhile. I find it difficult to accept the fact that people who I get along with so well will shortly be gone from my life. It almost makes getting to know them better pointless.